I want, or at this point need validation.
I never get it.
No matter how many times I refine my argument, no matter how lucid or eloquent I am, no matter how well I answer every last critique or objection, I never get it.
It's not fair.
I am exhausted.
I feel as if I have no mouth, but I must scream.
I feel as if I am cut off from humanity, pathologically different in some way.
I feel like an alien or as if I am surrounded by beings that only look like me, but are in some way fundamentally hostile to me.
Even if I am wrong, what are the chances that I am completely alone in being wrong? Shouldn't somebody else be wrong with me and say that I am right?
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